Thursday, July 27, 2023

My Mother Made-Up "A Dream I Had" in Order to Gaslight Me into Thinking That My Father Hadn't Sexually Abused Me

      Some time in late June or early July of 2023, I recovered memories of my mother telling me (at age seven or eight) that I’d had a dream about getting a bird's egg stuck in my ear. I believe that some or all of what she said about this dream was made-up, in order to cover-up for the abuse I experienced, and in order to distract me from the abuse, and gaslight me into thinking that my father had not abused me.

 

     This memory seems to originate from somewhere around the age of seven (i.e., in 1994) or age eight (1995).

     I say "seems to" because it's difficult to pinpoint when, exactly, this happened. That's because (as I have explained in my previous writing about the abuse and memory loss I suffered) I noticed, around the age of twenty-five, that my memories prior to age ten were incomplete. I didn't suspect that I'd been abused until years after that, though, because my girlfriend at the time told me that it's normal not to remember some of your childhood. I subsequently realized that it is very normal to not remember large blocks of your childhood because you were sexually abused. Adaptive Information Processing (A.I.P.) is the term applied to the process by which we forget or ignore traumatic memories for the sake of improving our chances at survival.

     I have previously stated that the majority of the incidents of abuse occurred in mid-1995, mid-1996, or both summers.

      This leads me to suspect that it’s possible that the abuse began at age seven instead of age eight; I’m not sure. It’s hard to say, due to the memory loss I suffered around that time (caused by the initial sexual abuse, partial suffocation during that abuse, and subsequent gaslighting and brainwashing by my father). Also, I have previously stated that the abuse could have began at age five, when I drew a picture of a hamster covered in holes (referred to as “Incident #1” in my first report to police, and referred to as “Incident #3” in my second report to police, after I recovered additional memories). So it’s entirely possible that I was abused between the ages of five and eight, in addition to the majority of the incidents, which occurred at age eight and nine.

      Regarding the supposed dream itself: I seem to remember myself, sitting at our kitchen table, eating something, most likely cereal. This could only have happened at our house at 524 East Washington Avenue in Lake Bluff, Illinois, because we moved into that house in summer 1992, when I was five years old, and did not move again until 2005 or 2006.

      I remember my mother – sitting across from me, at the other end of the kitchen table – telling me about a dream that I’d had. I remember asking her - maybe that day, or maybe the next day, or a while afterwards – something like, “What else did I dream?”, or possibly, “Did I have a dream last night?”. To repeat: I remember - at some point during the conversation about the dream, or else shortly thereafter – that I was relying on my mother to tell me what happened in my own dream. This should give an indication as to how much I trusted her at the time.

      I have had this memory for a very long time. I probably didn’t think about it – or didn’t think about it often – between the years of 2000 and 2015 (the period of time during which I had no memories of the abuse). But the memory of my mother screaming “It’s in his ear!” has popped-up in my memories, every now and then, for years. I’m not sure when I began remembering this, or whether I ever lost the memory in the first place. All the times that I recalled remembering this possible dream, up to a month ago, all I could remember were those words that my mother screamed, and the notion that I’d supposedly dreamed about a bird egg being stuck in my ear.

      Until a month ago, I have remembered the words “It’s in his ear” as some of the last words uttered in a dream I’d had, about getting a bird’s egg stuck in my ear. The exact words I believe myself to have “heard” in that possible dream, were “It’s in his ear! It’s in his ear! HIS EAR!!!” The last sentence, of those three, seems less likely to have been part of that possible dream, than the first two sentences. Until a month ago, I believed that the first two utterances of “It’s in his ear” were from the dream, and that “his ear” was something that either: 1) I “heard” while waking up from that dream; or else 2) my subconscious mind added to the memories of the dream, while I was awake, some time after the dream occurred.

      To be perfectly clear: I’m not sure whether these memories are due to an actual dream I had, or whether the entire dream was made-up by my mother. It’s possible that I did have a dream, but that my mother either: 1) added details to the dream that weren’t there; or else 2) substituted a dream she made-up, for whatever I was telling her that I’d dreamed about.

      My memories of either the dream - or what my mother told me about the dream - are that I was playing on the edge of our yard, in the dirt, and somehow got a bird’s egg stuck in my ear.

      There is nothing in my medical records about doctors having to remove a bird’s egg from my ear. And I have no concrete memories which would indicate that such a thing ever actually happened.

      This could only mean that either: 1) I dreamed it; or 2) I dreamed something else, and my mother substituted her own narrative for some or all of what I told her I dreamed about.

      Given the incomplete nature of this possible dream, and these memories – and given the memories of molestation and anal rape which have resurfaced in my mind since 2015 – all of this causes me to suspect that at least some these memories may have originated from something that my father did to me.

      To me, the most likely explanation, seems to be that my father may have ejaculated onto my face, and into my ear. If he did, then my mother would have been the only person around who would have had the ability and the incentive to clean me up after the abuse. It’s entirely possible that my father ejaculated into my ear, causing my mother to scream “It’s in his ear” when noticing the semen, and prompting her to clean it out. I suppose it’s possible that my father put something else in my ear, like spit or feces, but that seems unlikely.

      I seem to remember my mother having been very insistent, during that conversation at the kitchen table, that I’d dreamed what I was talking about. Or else she was insistent that her recollection of events was superior to my own. Possibly both.

      I also seem to remember my mother telling me that she knew what I was dreaming about, because she heard me talking in my sleep. I don’t know if that’s true, because I’m not aware of any existing proof that I talked in my sleep as a child. I do know that I occasionally talk in my sleep as an adult, so it’s possible that I did this as a child as well. But even if I was talking in my sleep about a bird egg stuck in my ear, that doesn’t come anywhere close to fully explaining the memories I have. I say that because I have no memories of what I was saying during that supposed dream; I only remember my mother screaming those eight words (or possibly ten words).

      I know that what I have said above, mostly consists of incomplete memories and speculation about said memories, and that this does not constitute direct proof that I was abused, nor proof that my mother made up a dream I had. But the fact that I have so much to say about this possible dream, leads me to conclude that this is something that needs to be talked about, in the context of what I remember related to the abuse.

      I believe that my mother intentionally implanted false memories about dreams that she couldn't possibly know that I was having. Unless, of course, I talked in my sleep. But I repeat: 1) That does not explain all the questions I have relating to the supposed dream; and 2) I have no memory of what I was saying during that dream, only of what my mother was saying. All of the verbal information that I have about that possible dream, comes from my mother, and not from myself. To me, this strongly suggests that my mother made up most of the dream, or perhaps even the entire thing.

 

 

 

 

 

     Another thing I should mention, which seems relevant to bring up here, is the incident which I numbered “Incident #4” in my second report to police. It is relevant to mention here because this incident and the dream about the bird egg both relate to my first experiences with ejaculation.

     That incident was not mentioned in my first report, because I did not then (and still do not) have any concrete memories, attached to that incident, which would suggest that I definitely endured sexual abuse during that incident. But that does not mean that sexual abuse couldn’t have happened during that incident; I do not know because my memories of the incident are incomplete.

      In my second report to police, I stated the following: 

     "#4. There is a 70% chance that the reason why I thought I remembered (at the age of five or six) the character Elmer Fudd performing a sexual act upon the Babs Bunny character from Tiny Toons, is because my father may have done something to me while watching Tiny Toons that exposed me to sex, or at least to what ejaculate (or to what “cum” / “come”) is.

     "I'm pretty confident that I saw Elmer Fudd sticking his shotgun into Babs Bunny's guts, and her screaming, on television. I know that I had sexual thoughts about this afterwards, which involved white cream and Babs Bunny's crotch. But I do not know how I – at the age of five or six – could have known that white cream had anything to do with sex or orgasm, as I did not ejaculate any fluid until I was at least 12 or 13 years old. That is why I suspect that my father may have somehow exposed me to sex - or something related to ejaculation - while I was watching Tiny Toons. This incident occurred at 524 East Washington Avenue.

     "I have remembered this since it happened, but this is the first time I have discussed it in statements to the authorities, because I have only recently begun to suspect that my father, or the possibility of something sexual happening to me, might have had anything to do with why I knew that white cream was the result of sex at just six years old."


      I do not mean to retract, nor revise, anything about the three paragraphs above; I only mean to add details and context to those memories.

      It’s possible that my father either: 1) exposed me to sex while I was watching “Tiny Toons” (the actual name of the show is Tiny Toon Adventures); or else 2) exposed me to sex afterwards, while humiliating me for thinking that Babs Bunny (the cartoon rabbit character, which wore a dress and had big eyes and long eyelashes) was pretty.

     I also remember having Buster Bunny and Babs Bunny stuffed animals some time around that age (five years to eight years old). I suppose it’s possible that I had some sort of sexual attachment to the Babs Bunny doll, although I cannot remember such a thing; but if I did, then it would be totally reasonable for me to suspect that my father subjected me to some form of shame or humiliation over my attraction to the character.

      Original episodes of Tiny Toon Adventures were aired between September 1990 and December 1992, but the show went into "off-network syndication" (i.e., re-runs); first on the Warner Bros. channel, and later on Nickelodeon. Re-runs of the show were viewable for years after that. This means that Tiny Toon Adventures was definitely being aired – and frequently – between 1992 (the earliest that this possibly could have happened) and 1996 (the final year that the successful attempts at molestation and rape took place).

      This is the first time I have mentioned being anally raped by my father, in all of my previous articles about the abuse. I will publish more information about those memories – most of which I recovered between October 2020 and November 2022 – as soon as I am ready to speak confidently about what I can remember. I have declined to talk about it until now, because of the fragmented and complex nature of those memories, and because of the shame involved in admitting that I lost my virginity to my own father.

 

 

 

 

 

Written and Published on July 27th, 2023.

Edited and Expanded on August 3rd, 2023.

 

Includes three paragraphs from my second report to Lake Bluff Police; which was written between January 9th and February 3rd, and between February 27th and March 3rd, 2021; and was delivered to Lake Bluff Police the day after completion (i.e., on March 4th, 2021).

 

That report can be viewed at the following address:


     http://aquarianagrarian.blogspot.com/2021/03/second-statement-to-police-regarding.html

 

Wednesday, July 19, 2023

Links to All of My Articles and Videos on Policing, Police Killings, Crime, Gun Control, and Mass Shootings

     Please click the following links to view all the videos I've published - and articles I've written (excluding the policing portions of my past congressional platforms) - on topics related to policing.
     These articles and videos focus on the specific topics of gun control, mass shootings, trials of murderers, private prisons, killings and rapes committed by police officers, and protests and riots (especially those which occurred in May 2020).
     I have also included a link, at the bottom, which leads to all of the articles and videos that I have published regarding the case of Jussie Smollett.


1. My July 2011 video “The Colorado Batman Massacre”:
            - http://rumble.com/v20eg41-the-colorado-batman-massacre.html


2. My October 2017 video “On the Las Vegas Shootings and the 2nd and 9th Amendments”:
            - http://rumble.com/v214loz-on-the-las-vegas-shooting-and-the-2nd-and-9th-amendments.html


3. My March 2018 video “Gun Control Doesn’t Prevent Mass Shootings, it Causes Them”:
            - http://rumble.com/v216onv-gun-control-doesnt-prevent-mass-shootings-it-causes-them.html


4. My May 2020 video “Woman Talks About Police Militarization, J.F.K., Malcolm X Hours Before Chicago Riot”:
            - http://rumble.com/v21f0i1-woman-talks-about-police-militarization-j.f.k.-malcolm-x-hours-before-chica.html


5. My May 2020 video “Racist Homebum Defends Chicago Cops to B.L.M. Before Explosion Heard”:
            - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHGhAafR9CE


6. My May 2020 video “Amateur Footage Captures Moments After Cop Car Set Ablaze in Chicago”:
            - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8_4W1WtHXA


7. My May 2020 video “Amateur Footage Captures Moment After Sound Cannon Goes Off, Possibly Set by Police”:
            - http://rumble.com/v20eg4l-amateur-footage-captures-moment-after-sound-cannon-goes-off-possibly-set-by.html


8. My May 2020 video “Chicago Police Pepper Spray Mostly Peaceful Protesters Without Warning”:
            - http://rumble.com/v20eg0z-chicago-police-pepper-spray-mostly-peaceful-protesters-without-warning-may-.html


9. My May 2020 video “Cops Kick Protesters Off State & Wacker”:
            - http://rumble.com/v20eg6j-chicago-cops-kick-protesters-off-state-and-wacker-may-30th-2020.html



10. My video, from May or June 2020, titled “Cops Can Legally Kill You and Have No Duty to Protect and Serve”:
            - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3UzmDHOIZc
            - http://rumble.com/v20egt1-cops-can-legally-kill-you-and-have-no-duty-to-protect-and-serve.html


11. My (thus far incomplete) September 2020 article “Ending Involuntary Servitude, Police Brutality, and Cruel and Unusual Punishment”:
            - http://www.aquarianagrarian.blogspot.com/2020/09/ending-involuntary-servitude-police.html


12. My June 2021 video “Why I Think Nikolas Cruz is Schizophrenic and Not Faking It (Part 1: 19 Reasons)”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1mxrgw-why-i-think-nikolas-cruz-is-schizophrenic-and-not-faking-it-part-1-19-reaso.html


13. My June 2021 video “Why I Think Nikolas Cruz is Schizophrenic and Not Faking It (Part 2: 11 More Reasons)”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1mxvyq-why-i-think-nikolas-cruz-is-schizophrenic-and-not-faking-it-pt.-2-11-more-r.html


14. My July 2021 video “Boogaloo Bois Want to PREVENT a Second Civil War, NOT Incite One”:
            - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlF3-K2lCjc


15. My November 2021 video “Thoughts on the Kyle Rittenhouse Murder Trial”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1mysgq-thoughts-on-the-kyle-rittenhouse-murder-trial.html


16. My May 2022 video “On Right-Wing Hypocrisy and Killer Cops”:
            - http://rumble.com/v21ewud-on-right-wing-hypocrisy-and-killer-cops.html


17. My June 2022 video “On Donald Trump’s Proud Boys Comment”:
            - http://rumble.com/v20ejfr-on-donald-trumps-proud-boys-comment.html


18. My August 2022 video “Notes on the Highland Park Parade Shooting”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1n3aih-notes-on-the-highland-park-parade-shooting.html


19. My September 2022 video “Who Ever Said Private Prisons Have to Be For-Profit?”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1mc8aj-who-ever-said-private-prisons-have-to-be-for-profit.html


20. My October 2022 video “On Prisoner Abuse, Defamation Lawsuits, and Gay Conversion Therapy”:
            - http://rumble.com/v1ouwn2-on-pedo-elites-defamation-lawsuits-and-gay-conversion-therapy.html


21. My October 2022 video “You Can’t Murder People Just Because They’re on Drugs (George Floyd):
            - http://rumble.com/v1ou7ic-you-cant-murder-people-just-because-theyre-on-drugs-george-floyd.html


22. My January 2023 video “Jennifer Pan Tried to Prevent Her Parents’ Murder but Couldn’t Afford It”:
            - http://rumble.com/v27djgp-jennifer-pan-tried-to-prevent-her-parents-murder-but-couldnt-afford-it.html


23. My January 2023 article “Letter to Officer Tatum Regarding the Police Murder of Tyre Nichols”:
            - http://www.aquarianagrarian.blogspot.com/2023/01/letter-to-officer-tatum-regarding.html



See also:
     My February 2020 blog post "Link to All of My Articles, Videos, and Memes About Jussie Smollett":
     - http://www.aquarianagrarian.blogspot.com/2020/02/links-to-all-of-my-videos-and-memes.html
     [Note: The memes are no longer available, and will be made available, through the link provided above, at a later date. Also, the article on Jussie Smollett is incomplete. But there are over six hours of footage, regarding my investigations into the charges and claims against Smollett and the Osundairo brothers, at a link in the post above.]





Compiled and published on July 19th, 2023.

Tuesday, July 4, 2023

Against Sedation, Unnecessary Injections, and the Therapeutic Use of Ketamine (and Thoughts on Vaccines and Autism)

      When I noticed a pattern of what used to be considered "club drugs", getting into therapy clinics (beginning with ecstasy in the 1970s, prescribed to married couples; and now ketamine), I said something about it. This caused me to be seen as “old-fashioned” and "irrationally worried".
      When I discovered that trans and gay icons Michael Alig and Ernie Glam had likely used rohypnol ("roofies") to drug celebrity "drag kid" “Desmond is Amazing” Napoles, so that they could rape him - around the same time that Napoles was seen mimicking snorting ketamine, while seated on a couch with another transvestite - I said something about it.. This got me called a “transphobe”.
      Well, I don't care what they call me, I’m not going to shut up.


      I'm not going to stay silent about ketamine often being administered via injection.

     Despite the fact that ketamine is taken in powder form when used as a street drug, but comes in the form of pills in a clinical setting, prescription ketamine pills can be crushed, and snorted, and the drug can then be consumed just like how it is consumed on the street.

     Between excessive vaccination shortly after birth, repeated booster shots for Covid, and the push for ketamine usage in clinical settings, people are getting way too accustomed to getting shot-up all the time; and for no good, medically necessary reason.

      When did we decide that we're fine with receiving injections from Walgreen's employees? When did we decide that we're fine with receiving vaccine injections in an open-air parking lot? This is not an exaggeration; I actually witnessed this, in Waukegan, Illinois, in 2020. Walgreen’s was vaccinating people outdoors in order to observe “social” distancing regulations (which would probably be more accurately termed “physical distancing” regulations). Don't we have standards for our own health?


      What the hell could be going wrong with your life, that you need to be shot-up with something which both sedates you and makes you trip at the same time? You can't even choose between sedation and hallucination? For God’s sake, pace yourself. If you're going to do drugs, try not to do more than one or two drugs at the same time.
      I guess the needle holes are supposed have a therapeutic benefit too? The puncture wounds are there to make you feel better? If it hurts and feels good at the same time, and isn’t medically necessary, then it's a maladaptive behavior. It doesn’t need to be promoted.


      You know what I do when I feel stressed (aside from smoke weed, which is both a mild stimulant and a mild depressant)? I massage my hands.
     Try it. Once your hands feel better, it's easier to massage other parts of your body. Start with your elbows and shoulders and joints. Then massage your feet, so that you can walk more comfortably, and avoid allowing the muscles in your feet to become tense during long drives or long periods wearing shoes and tight-fitting socks with elastic bands, which reduce circulation). Then massage your head and neck, until your neck can turn freely and move back and forth easily and quickly.
     Do some push-ups; not to get buff, nor to instill self-discipline; just to correct your posture. If you don't like push-ups, do yoga. Do some shoulder stretches that expand your range-of-motion. I don't have time to go on walks, but if that's your thing, do it. Put on some calming music and burn some incense. Cuddle up with a loved one or a pet.
      Do whatever you need to do. Just don't shoot yourself up with hallucinogens that also sedate you. This is not therapy. It is drug use, disguised as medicine.


     We need to pay attention to what our bodies are telling us, and respond in-kind. Sedatives block pain signals which are essential to our survival. The fact that narcotics help us avoid going into shock when we are experiencing extreme levels of pain, does not mean that we should adopt an understanding of comfort which values pain suppression above feeling and confronting the pain for just long enough as is necessary to diagnose the actual problem and its cause.
      Opioids and narcotics do have a medical benefit; they are sedatives. That's why narcotic pain relievers are used in controlled manners in hospitals. But this class of drugs also includes heroin. Heroin provides the medical benefit of pain relief, but that fact alone does not make it an acceptable drug, or the best drug, to use in a clinical setting.
     The fact that some sedatives are generally regarded as "safe", and have helped certain people who are strong enough to survive using them, certainly merits making them legal for use by adults. But these are not excuses for recommending and prescribing sedatives as freely as they are being recommended and prescribed; and especially not when the patient is a minor.
     Not everything that relieves pain is a medicine. People who cut themselves often report feeling euphoria, and a sense of release, when they self-harm. This is due to the release of endorphins, and also to a decrease in blood pressure. The fact that the behavior reduces pain, doesn’t mean that it’s medically beneficial overall, since it only masks the pain. And, like a syringe, it creates new pain somewhere else (that is, at the site of injection or cutting, which then becomes an easy place for pathogens to enter the bloodstream, and cause infection, resulting in more pain).
     These vicious cycles must be avoided.


      Ketamine therapy is experimental, and it is still in its early stages. Just ten years ago, this was exclusively a recreational drug (known as "Special K", and causing a reaction that users described as feeling stuck in a "K-hole").
     Even if ketamine has helped some people, that does not mean that it should be advertised on Facebook and YouTube (by companies such as Mindbloom and Joyous) anywhere near as much as it has been. And, judging by how rarely the word ketamine comes up in discussion threads underneath these companies' posts, the companies and patients are not too eager to admit exactly which "therapy" these companies are promoting.
     We are not asking ourselves about the long-term side effects; for example, what will happen to the thought processes (and addiction patterns) of people who are told that all of their problems will be solved, if and only if they submit to intravenous administration of a sedative hallucinogen.
     We are teaching depressed people that the solutions are at the bottom of a syringe. This, coupled with the ongoing existing opioid epidemic, threatens to create the perfect conditions for a new generation of heroin addicts (and of people addicted to other I.V. drugs).


      In Brave New World, Aldous Huxley described "baby hatcheries", in which all modern babies would be birthed out of test-tubes, instead of born out of their mothers' wombs (the only people left doing so, being described by the moderns as "savages").
     In these hatcheries, different classes of workers (still embryos in-vitro) are subjected to various levels of alcohol poisoning. This causes the babies to be “born” with different levels of brain damage, and different levels of limits upon their mental capacities. This dooms them to a lifetime of social and economic immobility, lack of freedom, and inability to produce or innovate anything that they have not been directly ordered to produce.
     We can see – judging by the problems experienced by adult children of alcoholics, and the reduction in crime which followed the removal of lead from gasoline – that Huxley’s “warning” about the future, might have actually been intended as a prediction.


      Sedation is not a solution. Medically unnecessary sedation is the problem. Sedation makes us blind to our problems.
     Sedation makes it harder to remember what happened to us. Sedation makes it harder to move our mouths to explain what we remember. “Atypical antipsychotics”, prescribed to treat depression and other illnesses, often contain neuro-tranquilizing sedatives (Abilify is one such example). [Note: I have written about this topic previously, in my March 2021 article "Abilify and Other [']Atypical Antipsychotics['] Are Overprescribed, Dangerous, and Increase Some Psychotic Symptoms". That article can be read at the following link: http://www.aquarianagrarian.blogspot.com/2021/03/abilify-and-other-atypical.html]
     When a depressed person is suffering from memory loss / amnesia, or is concerned that they might have forgotten a past abusive or traumatic event, should under no circumstances be given any sedatives that might hinder their ability to recall and describe such events. To sedate a person who is in such a situation, should really be considered suppressing evidence of a crime (or even interfering with a criminal investigation), if there’s any chance that the trauma they suffered was caused by an abuser intentionally.
      Sedation is not good for you (unless you are prone to bouts of violence which cannot be explained by a previous intentional assault, in which case there are many milder forms of sedation available, and criminal action would be more therapeutic than sedation).


      There are ways to drink alcohol without becoming dependent upon it, and without using too much. You can find Kombuchas that contain just one proof of naturally-occurring fermented alcohol.
     Do you think you would want to drink as much alcohol as you do, if you were to eat more fruit, drink more smoothies, and/or eat foods that have cooking sherry or brandy in them? I bet you wouldn’t.
      Similarly, would you drink or use drugs as much as you do, if nobody had ever mistreated you or beaten you up or abused you? I doubt it. Would you abuse drugs - or gamble, or whatever your vice is - as much, if the person who hurt you the most, were in prison? Hell no.
     So, then, why are we routinely distracting people from their original problems, and demanding that they get sedated?


      Some people suspect that thimerosal and mercury in vaccines could be a major contributing cause to autism. I don’t know if that’s the case. But I do think we should be asking ourselves whether repeated injection could be a cause of autism.
      American children are given many more injections at young ages, compared to American children fifty years ago, and children abroad. I remember taking an allergy test at age eight; they pricked my back eighty times to test me for eighty different things. My reaction gradually shifted from an honest “Ow!” to an emotionally dead, robotic repetition of “Ow. …Ow. …Ow. …Ow.”, all expected, and laden with inevitability and futility. I could feel my sensitivity to pain, and my positive regard for the people who allowed this to happen to me, leaving my body.
      Forget about the chemicals for a second; we are desensitizing people to pain through repeated needle penetration. Common characteristics associated with autism include aversion to touch and self-stimulating behaviors. What better way to cause fear of being touched by others, than stabbing someone with a needle eighty times? What better way to cause a need to stimulate oneself, than to expose someone to painful and unwanted contact with others? Maybe some autistic symptoms are just natural reactions to exposing someone to repeated painful unwanted unnecessary interactions with others.


     Now let's think about what autism might have to do with sedation.
     There are currently class action lawsuits underway, over whether acetaminophen (the active ingredient in Tylenol) could have a causal relationship to autism.
     Those who defend acetaminophen say that it is not toxic, and that it is the night-time pain reliever which is most often prescribed to pregnant women. This, they say, suggests that acetaminophen is not harmful to the developing fetus.
     Well I say "So what if Tylenol is the pain reliever most often prescribed to pregnant women? That fact alone doesn't make it harmless. We might as well be asking which intravenous narcotic street drug is considered the least harmful to pregnant women." Just because something is the least harmful in its class, doesn't mean it's harmless, and doesn't mean it's good for babies.
     We should notice that a lot of the same people working for the federal health programs, who say that acetaminophen is safe - I'm talking about the Department of Health and Human Services under the Biden Administration - are the same people who consider Tylenol (and drugs similar to it) as so dangerous, that they were willing (in the 1980s and 1990s) to implement laws against drug possession in schools, which eventually enabled them to strip-search teenage school girls if they suspected possession of drugs, whether it was hard drugs or ibuprofen. [Source: http://www.aclu.org/press-releases/us-supreme-court-review-unconstitutional-strip-search-13-year-old-student-ibuprofen]
     Now, ordering minors to remove clothing is an invasion of privacy which is impossible to justify, and it is an obvious example of legislative overreach. But that fact does not mean that minors' access to pain relievers should not be regulated or limited by trustworthy adults. If Tylenol and acetaminophen are so safe, then why have teenagers chugged Tylenol in order to commit suicide? [Source: http://www.timesunion.com/local/article/Suicidal-teens-turn-to-Tylenol-4712700.php]
     Acetaminophen is dangerous. It suppresses the symptoms of cold and flu, but it does not actually cure those things. Colds and influenza are caused by different viruses, but the fact that they are viral diseases does not mean that they can't result in infections that will need to be treated with antibiotics. Severe colds and flus can result in infections of the ear, nose, throat, and lungs, which would be more effectively treated with the mucus thinner guaifenesin, antibiotics like Azithromycin, and/or injection of saline to relieve extreme dehydration, rather than with acetaminophen.
     Acetaminophen sedates the body, providing it with adequate rest, which is therapeutic. I'm not disputing that rest helps the body, and is essential to recovery from colds and flus, buying the body time to recognize the virus and muster a defense against it. But rest can be achieved without sedation. Taking acetaminophen is unnecessary whenever the patient is able to get to sleep on his own.
     Why sedate when you can medicate?
     Sure, acetaminophen suppresses the inflammatory response. But isn't the inflammatory response part of the immune response? And isn't the immune response necessary for survival? Why are we suppressing the immune response? Are we trying to cause an immune deficiency? Why use acetaminophen to reduce inflammation, if more natural anti-inflammatories (such as ice, ginger, tomatoes, olive oil, leafy greens, fish, nuts, and fruits) might solve the problem by themselves? [Note: I am not talking about acute inflammation here, nor about burns by fire or chemicals; some cases of inflammation are extreme, and should be limited. But inflammation should not be stopped altogether.]
     It would be great if we got to the bottom of this issue; whether acetaminophen causes autism. But we should also be asking whether acetaminophen can act as a sedative, contributing to short-circuiting of the nervous system, producing the same sorts of unpredictable bodily movements which, in the autistic person, are always described as "nervous tics" (or "flapping"). The same nervous tics or flapping, seen in a patient who has A.D.H.D. (Attention Deficit and Hyperactivity Disorder) will be described as symptoms of A.D.H.D..
     That's why, when we observe symptoms commonly thought to be characteristic of autism or A.D.H.D., we should be very careful to consider whether some other illness (aside from autism, and bearing some degree of overlap in symptoms) might be the actual culprit instead.
     [Note: I have previously commented on this topic; in my November 2022 video "Covid-19, Pneumonia, Sedation, and the Possible Link Between Acetaminophen and Autism and A.D.H.D.". That video can be viewed at the following address: http://rumble.com/v1vgcle-covid-19-pneumonia-sedation-and-the-possible-link-between-acetaminophen-and.html]


      There are alternatives to sedation, injection, ketamine, alcohol, heroin, antipsychotic neuro-tranquilizers, and acetaminophen.
     The fact that our doctors want to end our suffering as quickly as possible, shouldn't have to mean that we allow them to kill us slowly, by administering sedatives that compromise our nervous systems' abilities to feel which of our organs are damaged and need repair. We don’t have to stay life-long drug addicts just because the medical-industrial complex, Big Pharma and the violent administrative state have decided that being a drug addict is fine as long as a doctor gives you permission to be one.
      The Western model of medicine is flawed because it focuses on relieving pain and masking the symptoms of a disease, instead of getting to the root and treating the cause of the disease. This is not a new idea, and it is not difficult to observe. Hospitals are using fentanyl to sedate patients. [Source: http://www.instagram.com/p/CqOEDDEDqFr/?fbclid=IwAR24cYX_vdPZu6NhRRmbbcCPuvaOiZ6qV2Ix5c6hd0n8HoWvvzJz5NThk1Y] This is wrong, and it needs to stop.
      If we are not careful to make sure that this trend does not continue, then someday soon, we will find that sedatives are the only officially endorsed “cures” for what we are told ails us. Then, we will be forced to take “medications” that are actually harming us, and the fact that we are laying down in one particular hospital bed will be used to prevent us from seeking a second opinion somewhere else.
     We will be led to believe that the sedative is the only thing that we need in order to survive. And we will die in our hospital beds, our so-called "need" for sedation prioritized over our actual needs for water, food, exercise, vitamins, sunlight, love, and human interaction.


      Soon, refusing to allow harmful “medications” to be administered to our children, will merit losing custody. You might think it’s unethical to refuse to allow a child who has been diagnosed with cancer, to be treated with radiation therapy. But think about this: What if they don’t have cancer? What if a second opinion needs to be sought? What if they have a non-cancerous disease that is commonly mistaken for cancer? Well, in that case, radiation might not be good for them at all. Radiation might actually increase their likelihood of developing cancer, if they did not already have it.
      We are already seeing this in the transsexual community. For one, people who receive genital surgeries are being given sedatives. Not that sedatives don’t knock people out so that they don’t wake up from surgery. Not that sedatives don’t help reduce the pain of surgery. We should be asking “are sedatives and surgery really necessary, if a person can change their gender just by changing their mind?”. And secondly, the state legislatures of Washington, California, and Maryland have introduced bills which would allow the government to take custody away from parents whom refuse to call their “transgender kids” by their preferred pronouns or refuse to give permission that they receive “gender-affirming care”.


     They sedate us because they don't want us to be able to feel what they are doing to us.
      You cannot solve old problems with new problems. New problems can only distract from the old ones. Solving problems requires solutions; not more problems.
     You have options.




Written and published on July 4th, 2023.

Edited and expanded on July 5th and 25th, 2023.

Originally published under the title "Against Sedation, Unnecessary Injections, and the Therapeutic Use of Ketamine"